It is time to start anew.
No more holding on. No more hiding.
From now one there will just be me. No more two sided personality. I really do not care who knows what about my past, present, and future and honestly it’s none of their business. If they care about me they will stay. If they don’t I am glad they are leaving.
Life is like this impossible puzzle that we will never be able to complete because every time we think we have it the picture shifts.
So no more trying to make everything work. No more trying to fight the inevitable.
My name is Jessica. I pretty much suck at life which is the same for everyone they just do it differently.
I will no longer be pretending to be something I am not. I am not going to fake a smile to make others happy.
I am so tired of life. I am tired of failing. I am sick and tired of acting normal.
So I am going to do what I do best. I have no idea what that really is but I am going to find out.
This is a lot of rambling that I am sure makes almost no sense. Oh well, I guess, that is me. I make no sense, usually ever.
Delete “friends” on facebook Delete the past Delete pictures Delete what makes me feel like someone else Erase memories Go crazy
- Give people to much information
- Don’t let things that do not effect you, effect you
List is almost complete. Now the real important stuff.
It reads on my chest
I know I got it tattooed for a reason
Why can’t I just hold it true?”